First and foremost , would unceasingly like to admit that I am a female under a man’s identity possession . Alright now that you must be thinking I don’t have the balls ( not literally though ) for shadowing the appeal , but let me say this . I have pure and gritty reasons for doing this so quit that hesitating thoughts and listen up to what I’ve got here .

Alright basically the points I am about to construct is shunned to all girls out there , be it an ugly Indian chick , or a family’s kuthu vilakku , or why not even a hot gaga . Almost 20 I am and I’ve had two hook-ups by major means yet I still am a virgin . I may sound proud and oriental surreally but note my point , major means . By which I almost indulged into sex but self claimed restraint fortunately .

My first relationship by which I aged 18 was an odd occurence with this Punjabi freak with Indian mentality . Guessed as much , we hooked up through FB and by first glance he was seemingly good and fairly educated . We chatted by a pretty repeatency of times spanning one week and later with clean intention ( we didn’t even flirt ) , we met for real . A thoughtful conversation we had as we shared past buzz ups and later as he proposed I agreebly said a “Yes” . A motherfucking yes that changed my life for in a month . Now this is where it gets much interesting .

His vibes before the relationship ( inofficially ) :
- innocent and intellectual ( claimed he knew not much about porn )
- passionate and caring ( mentioned he loved his mum fuck much )
- patient , adopts to non-violent principles

His vibes after the relationship ( officially ) :
- horny and irrational ( he watches porn for hours everyday )
- rude and offensive by foul language ( he don’t fucking even know when is Mother’s Day )
- goddamn fucking violent , a natural-born-whacker ( the rempit kind )

See the massive force of changes ? The transformation transpired within only one fucking week . Briefed out , he asked me to strip off during webcam momentos and we made out violently in our second meeting . However much to his conscience he was only dumbfucked because I simply did not entertain his thirst for lust and did not exceed that particular shield beyond making out . In other words , I gave a big no-no when he asked for sex . Weeks later , I eventually broke up with him as he still forced me to . Well the shit here is , I was able to obstruct my virginity from receding away simply because I was aware of his dirty intentions of fucking me . But agreebly , I was dumbfucked majorly because for once I thought he was as good as fuck before we hooked up .

My second relationship ( same age ) was relatively much of the same shit as he wanted to fuck me good . And you bet , I gave him the same damned shit dump . Note that :
1. I am much older now , single yet still a virgin
2. I am sexually attractive ( by no means of exaggeration )
3. both relationships cropped out in the same year , consequently after long pauses
4. I am also an industrious nerd

The friggin point I’m trying to make is , losing virginity is not easy as drinking Cendol . Really am serious about this , as during the relationships I found it extragavantly difficult to resist my lust . Somewhat I did , because the fuck wouldn’t have worth it , and the consequences would have been priorly destructible . It was love on the basing of sex , they did not long for my heart they longed for my body . I knew it all too well and halted it immediately . Because to me , virginity is somewhat too exclusive for a loss . I could only think of my parents and my future by the idea of getting fucked . Lust would only drive you down through the Hell , if only you know how to control your lust life would be much blissed . Save it for the good time , think twice before coupling up with a guy because he could be a bigtime faker . No offense intended to guys , but speaking by sincerely that is the fact and knowingly young girls still fall for it .

A girl don’t need to suck a cock to prove her love for a guy . Evidently , it’s not love either . I may sound like a lame ass but just regard this remark . Study hard , get a good job , establish yourself in the society , get married and fuck everyday . Or if you plan not to get married , finger yourself . Remember virginity is your price . As long as you lose your price , you no longer do good in the market .

Get what I mean ? At these petty ages , everything may seem love-like to you but it’s not close to a pure-love and it all bases on affection and lust . Trust me , I’ve gone through a whole lot by experience and thank God , saved myself from physical indulgence . Remember girls , don’t lose your price tag . Your time might just come soon , just not now .

Durai@deevagar : Brilliant ..brilliant comment!